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2018/10/27 18:55:11 (permalink)

Your best breakdown

I imagine theres far better than mine out there. Spill your guts people.
 
I stayed in a villa in Ibiza for 10 days and had a morning drop off everyday of a huge party bag of various things. By the last day I was a dribbling mess, double dropping on plane home and just generally being a tit. Couldnt face going to my place so I went to stay at the parents. I couldnt sleep for days, used to go on walks at 4am because my head was going to explode and one morning burst into tears, told Ma Rudiger what a bad boy Id been and agreed I should go to hospital as my head had totally fallen off.
 
That night I had my first proper sleep in 2 weeks, woke up totally embarrassed at being a big girl and it was never spoken of again by me or my ashamed mother.
 
TLDR Brit abroad makes a cunt of himself
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 19:20:17 (permalink) ☄ Helpfulby PapaJaro 2018/10/28 00:54:29
when you say "party bag of various things" do mean like paper hats and cheese & pineapple chunks on a stick?

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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 19:26:09 (permalink)
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when you say "party bag of various things" do mean like paper hats and cheese & pineapple chunks on a stick?



and
 

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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 19:28:51 (permalink)
25th birthday in Peru. Bought a boulder of gear the size of a snowball in a travel agent and the bloke said “un poco, medicino” (just take a little, this is medicine). From memory it was an ounce and cost less than hundred quid. I did normal London pub grub sized widow makers at altitude for 4 days and then went to answer the door which was a security guard on a noise complaint. Apparently spazzed out and hit the wall and collapsed and came to with a paramedic shining a torch in my eye and a room full of people looking like they’d seen a ghost. Felt fine straight away tbf but got hauled off to be stuck on a drip - didn’t want to go.

As an aside, the Aussies that were in my hostel room who seemed like good people went onto Lima (I went the other day) and then were alleged to have murdered a cleaner that was found dead underneath their balcony. Quite a double take opening the paper in London one morning to see 6 cunts you shared a room with wanted for murder.

https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.theguardian.com/world/2013/oct/30/peru-six-evidence-from-australia
post edited by SW14 - 2018/10/27 19:30:06
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 19:42:03 (permalink)
Properly lost it in Bangkok (when I was supposed to be training). Apparently was given a bottle of Thai whisky so they could get some peace from me, which I pretty much knocked back in one, but it only put me down for about 20mins, before I was back up and careering round the gym/camp like an animal, including trying to take a piss in the middle of the gym whilst everyone else was training.

Eventually they decided the best thing was to ring the police (the gym boss was a 'big cheese' in Bangkok, owned numerous race-horses, snooker clubs, condom manufacturer, aircon company, illegal casinos, and the gym), so he could pull some strings. Was chucked in the dirtiest cell ever with a massive African guy who was obviously off his nut, randomly screaming. I thought I was going to be murdered.

The police didn't want to let me back out so the gym owner who got me locked up, had to then bribe the police to get me back out. I remember being driven back across rush-hour Bangkok in the heat, on a moped, in bare feet, absolutely covered in dirt and dust from the cell, absolutely fucked out of my head, barely able to keep on the back of the moped.

Had a few days off training after that.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 19:54:31 (permalink)
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when you say "party bag of various things" do mean like paper hats and cheese & pineapple chunks on a stick?



and
 



no wonder it was your best breakdown.

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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 20:47:54 (permalink)
Nothing too serious. First time I took pills when I was 16 I ended up taking about 10 or 12 (teenage spastic) and they were dirty as fuck, I checked on pillreports and apparently they contained mda, dxm, bzp or pma and fuck knows what.

After not sleeping for a long time I picked up some weed and went round a friend's to recover, smoked a spliff and started fully hallucinating. Seeing insect silhouettes crawling all over the gaff and myself, flames and smoke climbing the walls, hearing friends conspiring against me that were never in the house. Apparently I was telling a hoover to fuck off at one point. Over the next couple months I believe I suffered some kind of depersonalisation disorder, felt numb and dead to the world and as if I was in some kind of waking dream. Pretty sure I've never been quite the same after that.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 21:33:28 (permalink)
Just a lifelong personality alteration, nothing to see here!

I remember that era - pills were vile. Are you mid/late 20’s now? There was no MDMA for a good couple of years and all sorts of shit was doing the rounds.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 21:39:24 (permalink)
I had a soundcloud on Thurs morn and have spent the last 2 days sobbing. I sat with a pillow clutched to my chest sobbing watching the goonies today. It felt amazing, like a real emotional release
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 21:52:21 (permalink)
SW14
Just a lifelong personality alteration, nothing to see here!

I remember that era - pills were vile. Are you mid/late 20’s now? There was no MDMA for a good couple of years and all sorts of shit was doing the rounds.


Yep 28. Yeah I remember hearing about a massive seizure of saffrole oil or some other MDMA ingredient which lead to the rise of mephedrone and all that grotty shite. Think my experience was around or shortly before that time. The pills I did were pink rolexs if I remember correctly, I just remember the come up was fucking fantastic, like on star trek when they engage the hyperspace drive and you see trails of stars whizzing past you. The aftereffects... Not so great.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 21:56:51 (permalink)
I had a bit of the old amphetamine psychosis after doing a load of base one night, pranging a mouse/rat was in my room, duvet pulling faces at me and general concerns that my penis would never return to normal size etc. Just lay in my bed not sleeping for about 4 days. 
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/27 22:05:41 (permalink)
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Just a lifelong personality alteration, nothing to see here!

I remember that era - pills were vile. Are you mid/late 20’s now? There was no MDMA for a good couple of years and all sorts of shit was doing the rounds.


Yep 28. Yeah I remember hearing about a massive seizure of saffrole oil or some other MDMA ingredient which lead to the rise of mephedrone and all that grotty shite. Think my experience was around or shortly before that time. The pills I did were pink rolexs if I remember correctly, I just remember the come up was fucking fantastic, like on star trek when they engage the hyperspace drive and you see trails of stars whizzing past you. The aftereffects... Not so great.


Yeah, saffrole. A load of it got burnt in China I think it was and it wiped out the supply for a couple of years.

There was some seriously vile shit flying around.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/28 10:26:30 (permalink) ☄ Helpfulby PapaJaro 2018/10/28 13:11:28
This one has got to be up there with some of the best. Love the way it mellows right out before the gradual build up

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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/28 18:39:10 (permalink) ☄ Helpfulby Noc 2018/10/29 03:03:10
See Ivory Wave thread
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/28 19:36:12 (permalink)
I had a fuck load of them BZP/PMA pills. Think they were smurfs.
Had a few roll through on those dirty things.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/28 20:26:39 (permalink)
Yeah the mdma drought was crap. Young uns don't know how great they've got it. Ridiculous strength pills doing the rounds now, and tinder as well. Ffs!
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/28 21:54:01 (permalink)
I ate loads of toblerone and drove to Dundee in my bare feet.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/28 23:03:42 (permalink)
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I had a fuck load of them BZP/PMA pills. Think they were smurfs.
Had a few roll through on those dirty things.


I had a hundred of them at a festival. Took one on the way in and felt like I’d been possessed by demons. Felt bad knocking them out in there but people asked - “here, have a shit night!”

Horrific things those smurfs. Pale coloured yeah? White I think.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/28 23:33:17 (permalink)
Original Nuttah
I ate loads of toblerone and drove to Dundee in my bare feet.


Alan Partridge reference...

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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 01:22:57 (permalink)
Yep white and pale. I had 250 of them at Pride. I had tested them too and knew they weren't MDMA but was still taking them

Weird rancid buzz
post edited by MellowHype - 2018/10/29 01:24:14
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 08:53:25 (permalink)
The comedown off those smurfs was next level. Horrendous.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 08:56:44 (permalink)
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The comedown off those smurfs was next level. Horrendous.


They were absolute AIDS. So bad they’re still etched on my memory a decade later.

On my day of reckoning, I will apologize wholeheartedly to anyone who necked one of those at 3 for a tenner.
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 12:07:22 (permalink)
Razor
See Ivory Wave thread



Classic, needs to be resurrected 
 
Also... The thread where someone got so high they thought a randomer was Denzil Washington and invited them back to their flat to smoke crack with 
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 13:46:27 (permalink)
i had a proper breakdown after taking too much 2CI. rolling panic attacks, migraines, shaking, boiling hot then freezing cold, losing my vision one minute and then seeing everything in kind of weirdly digitalised black and green columns like in the matrix the next 
 
definitely thought i wasn't ever going to be normal again!
 
thankfully though i was finally able to neck enough valium to actually fall asleep for a few hours and woke up feeling alright (relatively speaking of course)
 
2CI (and 2CB) is serious stuff
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 14:09:12 (permalink)
SW14
badder2
The comedown off those smurfs was next level. Horrendous.


They were absolute AIDS. So bad they’re still etched on my memory a decade later.

On my day of reckoning, I will apologize wholeheartedly to anyone who necked one of those at 3 for a tenner.


Think by the end of the day they were going for anything more than the 50p each I paid for them.
That was at the last Black Rock event before the police locked it off
post edited by MellowHype - 2018/10/29 14:11:18
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 21:08:56 (permalink)
I had a classic meltdown on those bzp pills.

I went to a rave at Heaven and I was already off my face on genuinely sick pills, then I bumped into a drug dealer that I knew and he sorted me out some 'sick' pills. Being a proper twat I triple dropped and it turned out it was those bzp things.

I felt brilliant all night until i left the venue I and I started full on hallucinating. I rang my mates to see where they were and they were on the train home. I couldn't find the train station for what felt like forever and when I eventually got there, there were Lord of the Rings posters all over the place, and the train barriers kept opening and closing.

I ended up laying down in the middle of the station and I remember national rail staff trying to help me.

The next thing I know I'm in hospital and a nurse is trying to get me to take a piss in one of those cardboard cups. Everytime I try to go the blue curtain flies up in the air and about 20 staff are all staring at me.

Whatever the fuck was in those pills was the most horrific stuff I've taken in my life. Its the closest I've ever gone to being fully mental. It suddenly dawned on me a week later that there were no Lord of the Rings posters at the train station

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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 21:24:06 (permalink)
Domino
Razor
See Ivory Wave thread



Classic, needs to be resurrected 
 
Also... The thread where someone got so high they thought a randomer was Denzil Washington and invited them back to their flat to smoke crack with 


😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

This needs found
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 21:38:08 (permalink)
After a particularly heavy dizzle session I spent a couple of days questioning the meaning of life, reading
Steven Hawking books and generally feeling like everything is pointless, football seemed like the biggest waste of time ever and I didn't know why I liked it. Fortunately snapped out of it.
post edited by RAYZA - 2018/10/29 21:58:29
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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 21:53:40 (permalink)
SW14
Domino
Razor
See Ivory Wave thread



Classic, needs to be resurrected 
 
Also... The thread where someone got so high they thought a randomer was Denzil Washington and invited them back to their flat to smoke crack with 


😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

This needs found


JASH

true story from this saturday night/sunday morning
weird one, for me


my boyfriend C and his mate L and L's mate J went out to the end and got fukd on pills
at bout 1am, L and C decided to leave, so i met them and we went home to have a long nights blazing and drinking tea while they came down. Third matey - J - who id never met, decided to buy more pills and stay on his own and come back to the flat later

Skip forward to 6am. C and L are passed out. I was just thinking bout lying down for a while (id done a bit of billy earlier in the night so wasnt ready to sleep yet) when this random third mate suddenly rings and is asking for directions to the flat. Seeing as i was awake and wanted to have another splif i gave him directions. He arrived with another bloke - who i naively assumed was a mate of his.

The 3 of us - me, J and random bloke, lets call him R, sitting in kitchen, getting acquainted, beginning to skin up. Very clear that J was fukd on pills - especially when i found out theyd done a little round trip from The End to Fridge at 5something then to find out they couldnt get it...before coming back to ours.

So then R goes to the toilet. This is when it got fukd up

J suddenly buried his head in his hands and starts saying Shit shit shit
so im like What

and then he comes out with:
"I thought that guy im with was Denzel Washington............all night, since i met him in the End, i thought he was Denzel Washington......i just realised, he's not is he? Is he? Does he look like Denzel Washington? He doesn't does he......."

i was speechless. in all my time of being on and around pills, thats a new level of crazed stupidity.
but it was just about to get worse:

"I bought him £60 of crack when we were in Brixton"

At this point im like, Fuking brilliant - he's brought some random crack head into the house.................

Random R comes back from toilet - i had to ask whether all of this was true. YEP.
turns out tho that this guy was actually pretty sound, articulate, polite etc.
i kept just going to J - HOW DID YOU THINK HE WAS DENZEL WASHINGTON YOU FUK UP
and then the three of us just sat on the floor and smoked a splif.
R went off to pass out where his matey L had passed out an hour or so before
me and the crackhead just sat up another couple hours, me bunning, him getting FUKD on his crack pipe. id never watched someone get proper fukd off crack so im not gonna lie i was kinda fascinated!..altho by 8am he lcould not string more than 3 words together, kept forgetting what he was saying, and kept chatting to me in portuguese and rubbing his face and neck. o yeh and his eyes jus kept closing......basically things had got a bit grim so i asked him to leave and went to sleep just thinking about how fukd youd need to be to think some random you met in a club was Denzel Washington and then fuking buying him crack in Brixton...............whaaaaaaaaaaat


[sorry........there was no way of telling that briefly]

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Re: Your best breakdown 2018/10/29 21:56:36 (permalink)
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feeling like everything is pointless, football seemed like the biggest waste of time ever and I didn't know why I liked it. Fortunately snapped out of it.


This is what I see as depression and I suffered with this for a long time. I went off football for years and kept questioning my life and also the meaning of life.

It's a very dangerous thought process to go down and heavy drug sessions often lead to this kind of thinking for me.

Drugs R 4 MUGS

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